Aunt Flow has issues

WARNING>>> what follows is way TMI for lots of people. Continue reading AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

Okay, so Lee and I are trying to conceive (TTC) our second child. This is the first month that we have been trying. This upcoming week is when Aunt "Ruby Flow" is scheduled for her monthly visit. Early today I had GOOD REASON to believe that Aunt Flow was dropping by early and was CONVINCED that I was not pregnant. Well, 3 hours later I go to check on Aunt Flow and SHE"S GONE!!! I'm good with being pregnant. I'm good with not being pregnant. What I'm not good with is mixed signals. Hence my overwhelming issues with control:)!! So, despite a brief visit from my dear old Auntie, I don't have any idea whether or not I'm knocked up at this point. Arghhhh!!!!!